April 2012
12 posts
smoking and drinking endless amounts of green tea just to avoid eating
other girls who weight the same as i do
are so much bigger i don’t get it
These hunger pains are so comforting right now. I...
i'm working with the nations #1 eating disorder...
i don’t want recovery
putting me on an 1800 calorie diet isn’t going to help me
ugh
Ana & Mia & Me, a fucked up little three.
starvingissuccess:
Mia on my left, Ana on my right, steering me to beauty and happiness and love.
“…But sticking your fingers down your throat and coughing and then going OH MY...”
– disenchantED (via catherineofsiena)
holy shit this more than anything in the world.
October 2011
7 posts
the feeling you get just before you purge
so addicting.
I swear to God, I will never eat again.
thinwherethehellhaveyoubeen:
I will become so small and fragile. I will wither away into nothing. I will float away with the wind. And, you will be so fucking sorry for how you treated me.
September 2011
52 posts
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Reblog if you stare at girls skinnier than you.
bebeautifulbethin:
everyday, i look like such a creep
I'm not supposed to weigh this much.
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ParanoidSelves.: She hated me. →
paranoidselves:
She calls me at the middle of the nights, I pick up the phone. She screams and tells me she hates me.
“I hate you.” She says as my voice softly shakes. She’s my enemy, my sweet, sweet pain. So sweet you can barely resist what she secretly hides.
“You’re not enough.” She tells as her voice…
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help
so dissappointed in myself. all of the progress i’ve made in the last almost two months has been ruined
in one week
i haven’t purged in a week because my parents have been constantly home
and i just can’t stop eating i literally can not control my urges
i’m fucking disgusted with myself.
i also haven’t done a single workout..
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i probably ate three pounds of halloween candy...
and purged it all. purged three times yesterday
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PAIN IS TEMPORARY, PRIDE IS FOREVER
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