i won't stop until i'm ideal
ana since 2009, bulimia/ednos 2011
entered rehab/recovery 2011
i gained back all of the weight and fifty extra pounds so fuck the doctors i'm doing what it takes.


→ Sep 2011

paranoidselves:

She calls me at the middle of the nights, I pick up the phone. She screams and tells me she hates me.

“I hate you.” She says as my voice softly shakes. She’s my enemy, my sweet, sweet pain. So sweet you can barely resist what she secretly hides.

“You’re not enough.” She tells as her voice…

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