i won't stop until i'm ideal
i've been battling with a mix of eating disorders since 2008
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→ Sep 2011

paranoidselves:

She calls me at the middle of the nights, I pick up the phone. She screams and tells me she hates me.

“I hate you.” She says as my voice softly shakes. She’s my enemy, my sweet, sweet pain. So sweet you can barely resist what she secretly hides.

“You’re not enough.” She tells as her voice…

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